“I want to be somebodys Jerry”
by admin on Jan.17, 2009, under Uncategorized
“I want to be somebody’s Jerry” - A line from P.S. I love you. Daniel says it to Holly (widowed months ago) after she calls him Jerry (the widower).
I feel the depth of that statement. Recently i said goodbye to a few of you.. if you are even reading (know your not). Not because i think your unworthy, or unspecial, or a horrible person. I became invisible to you, and i cannot feel that anymore. It only adds to the emptiness inside. It aches, and drives me to push away all that i care about.. but which does not care about me. Self preservation. Desperation to rid myself of this never ending emptiness.
Maybe you will understand.
2 comments for this entry:
January 17th, 2009 on 3:14 pm
Hey I like that song, I feel the same way sometimes. I am just trying to figure what I did to get you not to talk to me. If there is a reason, please let me know. You know where to find me.
January 18th, 2009 on 1:46 am
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